Once was skilled,now it can be nothing. I am once being trained in bar, doing well. Skilled. Now, I'm utterly disappointed by my own skills. Where's my kick? Where's my skills? Where's my speed? Where's my organization? To see myself falling in bar as a barista, is the last thing in my mind. I don't need help, cause I know I can cope. I just lost my sense of touch for the flow. Rum said "whatever you do, people are looking, be slow and steady." Though I don't quite understand what that means, still I will find the answer myself. I wanna, learn BAR again. Upgrade, Skills. Cause I won't give up at the firdst place when I was trained for bar.