Saturday, March 21, 2009, 4:50 AM

Can’t help to think about my acts for the day, before heading to sleep.

I reflect upon myself, and see what can I improve practically how to help but not overdo it.

I don't want people to think I'm a nosy poker,

outlet has many things going on every single day, at last, I want IS to have a big big family who works well together... I don't want to repeat the same mistake I once made and made the family fall apart.. I don't want..

Rum is our pillar, really if she were to fall, I guess we can't be that strong enough to depend ourselves... it's really not to build back the bond..it takes many courage many faith many sweat and trust really....

I cried for the bond...

am i silly?

I went down on knees to pray...

I may be a flower quickly fading here today, gone tmw.. Still I wanna do a part of my job as a flower before I'm fading away..

I was stressed..

but I din't wanna anyone know, I kept it all within me..I know if i were to say I'm being stressed, what about the rest. Beybeh said I'm very silly to always think for others first..but it was who I am..

I just wanna do well things that are trust upon me.

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.

Not because of who I am.

But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading, Here today and gone tomorrow. A wave tossed in the ocean, A vapor in the wind. Still you hear me when I'm calling, Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin Would look on me with love And watch me rise again
Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea, Would call out through the rain, And calm the storm in me.
Not because of who I am.
But because what of youve done.
Not because of what I've done.

But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,

Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
You told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cuz I am yours.
I am yours.