It was a rough patch today, I was having hard time really. Vivian met obstacles, & I don't know what to do. She claimed she's fine, but I'm not. I was the one who brought her in & guide her all the way, she was my bestie. I couldn't help tearing when I hear her voice, I just broke down. Everyone knows not the reason for my tears, I bet only Yuan knows. It's gonna be her 19th birthday when clock strikes 12am later, all I do is to pray for her at the same time for all. I'll be heading to prayers by Friday, and get everyone blessed. All I ask is just for my friends to be safe and happy, of course last but not least trouble-free. I wanna say, I wanna be by your side always I wanna be your shoulder when you feel you're going down I wanna share your problems when you're troubled I wanna help when you need I wanna participate every event in your life, like you've been in mine. Happy birthday, love Vivi. I love you.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008, 11:36 PM