Monday, August 18, 2008, 12:45 PM
if you're wondering what has happening inside me, the song maybe the best description between my thinking of r/ssss. Not only mine, but also a couple of 'em which im looking through.
Im not sure if i really do care anymore. And can give anymore,to anyone, not only just one. Recently, im just pondering things over things.
when i look into those pairs of eyes, i no longer see anything, just empty space.what would it be when i stare into the skies of haven, i realise all my attention is devoted only to myself, more selfish recently. When you all even look into my eyes, they would only tell you, im nothing.
Im really dead lately, real dead.
Maybe im having depression, within a sudden, im thinking tons of stuffs. ((:
one thing to mention, im not replacement. if you realise, it hurts. if you dont, then dont bother to even speak to me, imtired.
God, im tired.
Im really tired.
exhausted, even when im taking small breathing, it hurts.
so darn surpressed.
i really wanna lie in your magnificant confy arms, cause only then i know im safe.without any worries. It's the only way..
May god bless..
p.s. JunHong ar!! I bet you're looking okayy, im fine aights!! think too much le lar!! same goes with your best bud!!
