For past 2 days, I've been engrossed in work. I think work, Study, car is all my life has now..wth. Anyways, sun was my last day to get involve with bar. Cause they needa train marge on it, & so i have to go out then. I will be needed to do bar when they need me, hmm felt a bit, sad. anyways, i just hope i can do bar consistently so that i could keep up with it. Someone asked me a simple question, & i thought for it real long. "Before you reach the age of 24, what do you want to have with you by then??" I definitely need to have a car, my own savings. maybe planning to get a house of my own. Marriage, to me i dont think about it cause i dont need the cert to prove my life worth for living. hmm. still need to go further into actions already. Think, Do, ACT IT.^^ I think i went to harsh with myself till I'm feeling unwell already. Fever covers my forehead. Giddiness, fills my brain. okay. school-ed over. Shall head home for rest. Bless peep.