I'm thinking loads these days, compiling my thoughts is hard. Really hard. but I'll start compiling my thoughts today.((: okay, how difficult to make people think the way you think?? sometimes, i wished i cry when people keep asking me same question always.cause many explanation, still gets people wrong ideas. okay. I'm fine with that. cause Ling says, as long as i think my conscience is clear I'll make it through. okayy. i can barely make it. cause i myself, got a lil' loss due to other people's perspective view. And i start to doubt my point of view!!!! but still i insist my thoughts.hahas!! thoughts for the day: stay everything this way, its always better this way. and i think we're starting to depend on each other now. becoming more of what people are saying. And i wished it won't happen. im scared. you're shocked.surprised. im finding comfort in your arms. may god bless....<33