
Sunday, January 20, 2008, 11:22 PM
I missed. I'm tired. I'm stressed.I'm busy.
I have left work undone. I left feelings unpacked.left 'em, open the wounds.
Lewis, talked to me yesterday about something personal. And the more he screw into my heart, the more im scared what he said that everything is real. The more i kept my distance. The more, i felt unease. Cause every word he said it was all true. So true that im afraid i kept denying.
I think, i'd better do this way. If not the more i got screwed inside my heart. I'll eventually get scared and will distance myself.
the more i missing you, the more im fearing..Looking into the phone..
i really hope god bless....